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Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Not feeling it

I am in a funk and I am not quite sure why. It started on Sunday and has been sticking around. It could possible be from Mr. J and his over tiredness/major meltdown this weekend. My flowers wilting before I even had them for 24hrs. Miss N and her getting up from the table saying she is done with her meal and then coming back 10 mins later wanting to eat. Not losing any weight but staying the same for the last week. I am glad that I didn't gain since we ate out and I did not eat healthy. Being stuck in the house because of winter. Getting into a fight with the hubby over discipline.

So many negatives and only one positive. Is this what my life has become. I need to make a change but I just can't seem to find the open window to jump through. I just need a little help and I don't have a clue where to start or who to ask.

Life is so hard and it really should come with a manual so that way you can open up to a certain page and be like "Oh that's how to do it." or 'Oh that was an easy solution." Seriously, life would be way easier. But since life is not that way I will have to figure it out on my own.

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