Ever just felt so fat that your bones ache when you get up from sitting. Ouch!! That pretty much sums up how I feel every stinking day. Now I don't really look fat in my eyes unless I am looking in a mirror with very little clothes on. With clothes I think I look fine but without I am horribly disgusted with my body. Seriously who holds onto almost 60lbs of baby fat after three almost four years?? Ugh!
So now I better start walking on the treadmill and kicking my butt into gear. Once upon a time I was almost at pre pregnancy weight but then I got pregnant and even though I only gained 33lbs it really never came off. I even breastfed for 2 years and that didn't even help. Crap next time I will make sure that I am drinking extreme water instead of eating more.
When we get back from a mini vacation I will hop on that treadmill and burn some calories and fat. I can only hope with thr amount of walking that we do while away that I will either drop a pound or two or just maintain the fat that won't leave. Now lets hope that I don't screw up my ankle in the process because right now I have sprained ankle. The weather is not making it feel so hot either. That sucks because I actually have the motivation to get on the treadmill but my foot doesn't feel so hot in a shoe while it is wrapped. Grrrr!!
So I will add a ticker of my fatness and make some small goals for myself. Hopefully by this time next year I will be happily maintaining my goal weight.
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